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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Baby was late, hehs. Baby came at 8pm, but im so touched. She came all the way to my place in Bukit Panjang. Its so far from her place, but yet she came down to find me. After running around for the whole day with her friend, baby's so tired, but im sure she's happy to see me. Just like me, im always happy when i see baby =) Went to Bukit panjang plaza, bought some facial cream. Hope it helps with my facial scars. We had a late dinner at 163 coffeeshop. Baby didnt eat much, she's having headache and says she has no appetite. After dinner, it was already late so i took a train with baby, havent taken the train in CCK for so long. But i want to spend more time with baby, so heck it, i tookt the train. It takes longer to reach camp, but im able to spend like 20 mins more with baby. Baby was so tired she fell asleep on her train. Now im in my bunk waiting for baby to call me back. Baby, i miss u. My love for u increases tremendously each day, i hope its the same for u baby =) Please call me back alright? Love u lots.
12:41 AM


hello, today we watched "Devil" at VivoCity. Baby screamed a few times during the movie, so funny luh. its the first time ive seen baby scream, hehs. Before the movie, we went to WhiteDog Cafe to eat. yum yum, it was fantastic. Eating with baby is always fantastic, she knows where all the good food are =) she say im so boring, eat chicken chop with mushroom sauce, hmph. baby took pictures =) After the movie, we went to Habourfront Centre and eat ice cream and waffles. Freaking good and cheap. Baby's smiling more nowadays, im so glad =) We bought pork belly again, hehs, baby and i are so going to become fat. Baby, missing u so much right now, i love u =)
12:35 AM

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Glenda's happy pills. u like them? i'll make more of them. so whenever u're sad or lonely and im not there. u can always take a few of them =) u were so sad today, i really looked forward to seeing u coming down to my camp and us hanging out. but it was raining, and u're feeling down again. when i look at the rain, i miss u more. i want to just hug u and snuggle up with u. i went over, u didnt seem happy to see me. but after the happy pills u seemed ok again. mom's operation is near, ure making herbal chicken? i wonder if its edible, haha. i miss u Glenda lollipop Seow. i hope u miss me too.
7:51 PM


u knew about it. about me and Fiona. i was a coward and didnt dare to tell u. oh my baby, im so sorry. i saw the hurt in ur eyes. im sorry i caused u so much pain. this will be the last chance, nothing of such sort will happen again. thank u for giving me the chance. I Love You, Glenda. i'll never let u down again. i promise. u made me remember how to dance, u taught me how to love. and i love u, and want to keep loving u. please love me soon.
7:48 PM


i wonder what are u doing now, u're ignoring my calls and texts. im worried about u, very worried. how is ur headache? Baby, i'll be strong. not just for me only, for the both of us. lean on me, dont cry alone. let me be ur support, let me be strong for u. just dont suffer alone... I Love You, Glenda. im not good with words, i cant express myself properly. but i love u more than anyone. please dont ever let go.
7:42 PM


its been 27 days since we've met. u probably dont keep track, but i do. u changed my life, i hope i changed urs for the better too. please stay with me baby, oh i love u so. the expendables was good, jet li was tiny. but still good nevertheless. ur smiles gets sweeter each day, the look in ur eyes warmer. are u falling for me soon Glenda? please do please do, pretty please? i miss u baby, alot.
7:39 PM


watched step up 3 today. was fantastic, partly because i watched it with u. i know ur favourite part is the slurpie one with air vents. how i wish i can find something like that for u. maybe i could bring u to my secret garden. i wonder if u wanna come... i miss u Glenda, ur smiles, hugs and kisses.
7:35 PM


its crazy, im definitely in love with Glenda. it feels so weird. i've never felt something like this for anyone before. its like i wanna make her happy, it doesnt matter if im happy or not. i wanna fix her life even if it means ruining mine. i would give anything to spend even just a little more time with her. we watched a movie just now, street dance. it was good. she held my hand and lean her head again my shoulder. omg, i almost burst from joy. she was smiling, i guess it was better than the date with that model. i made a fool of myself after the movie, remember the candles on the bridge? u rejected me =( but its ok, u werent ready anyway. we sang songs to each other. it was romantic, singing songs to each other. I Love You, Glenda. Please love me back soon.
1:49 PM


Glenda's invading my mind and very soon my heart. i keep thinking about her. shit. i feel like fuck! she's meeting some cute model for a movie date. lucky bastard. i would give anything to be near her. i miss her smile, her eyes, her cute bunny teeth =) ok i know i know, Glenda u'll read this one day, but yeah ur bunny teeth are cute =) i miss u.
1:46 PM


i met Glenda, beautiful, loving, sweet but very messed up. i like the way she looks at me, its like she sees me and me only. me for who i am, not who i was. we hugged, it felt so warm. we held hands, i felt so secured. we kissed, stars exploded. i want to see her again, see this messed up girl again.
12:05 PM


Hello Glenda. Its 19 sept today, 2 days after u whispered "I Love You" to me. Im missing u terribly now, wonder if u're doing the same. Duty sucks, cause it'll be a day without hugging and kissing u. Last night, u sent me a text in mandrin, " 我真的好累了。我要好好的休息。谢谢你给我一段美好的回忆。" U know how mandrin songs somehow expresses feelings better than english ones? Just like the songs, the text u send me was horrendously saddening. I hate Mandrin. I cant even speak it properly, but the words are so painful. Well, i promised that i would stay no matter what, and so i will. Im ur stalker remember =) The book "Days with Glenda" was wet and smudged, i brought it outfield to write but it rained. So here, i shall transfer everything( i try, many pages were smudged ). I cant be always by ur side, no matter how much i want to. So whenever im not there and u need me, take out my baby photo and read this. Its all about u and me, our days together, past, present and future. I Love You, Glenda. More than u think i do.
11:45 AM
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We were given: Two hands to hold.
Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen. But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

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