Sunday, February 20, 2011
Baby, I miss u so much hello baby, i just got back from the hospital, by the time u read this i would have told u the whole story le. but anyways, just to update the blog, i was sent to the hospital because i collapse from physical and heat exhaustion. i was pushing myself to finish as much outfield work as possible, so i can spend more time with u. by doing that, i neglected my body and plus the weather was a bitch, i collapsed. im so sorry i made u worry. the first thing i did when i got back was to log in to facebook. i check ur profile and saw so many emo posts. i had a shocker when i saw ur profile no longer list me as ur finace. it hurts pretty bad now. i hope its done in a fit of anger and worry. baby, no amount of sorries can make up for the worry i put u through, but still, im so sorry. im going to rest now, just took my medication. my line's still down but i remember u're working today too, closing =) so i shall go feed my baby with fries. oh yeah, when i was in the hospital, the doctor said i was losing stability, my heart rate was slowing down and my body was losing heat. they thought i might get brain damage. then, out of a sudden, everything started to be ok again. i think its because i had a dream, i dreamt of Ashton and Zera again. this time they were hugging me. Zera said "daddy, dont go, we need u, mummy needs u the most". i think its because of that sentence my body subconsiously pick itself up, cos u were in my mind. and correction to Zera words, i think i need u more, baby. i love u so much. u were my last thoughts before i fall asleep and my first thoughts when i wake up. even when i was unconsious and losing the will, u were in my mind, smiling and telling me its ok. Ur smile works wonders, just a simple curling of the mouth and my heart goes fluttering. i miss u so much baby, hope i'll see u later, i shall buy u Wendy's fries =) Love, Your Lolly Aloy 5:33 AM
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
IT'S CNY EVE I'm sitting in my room, Typing and waiting for Baby and my relatives to come over for dinner. I'm dying from excitement, cos its me and Baby's 1st CNY reunion dinner together.. Than Zouk aftermath most probably! hopefully I'll still be able to fit into my dress. Without a tummy showing. Teehee. XOXOXO Glenda
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