Friday, March 25, 2011

So Much to Say,

Well for starters it's been a long time since my last post.

So much has happened within this period of hiatus.

Me and Baby have got ourselves a kitty!

She's a poor little stray Baby rescued from a bunch of teenage hoodlums.

And it's prolly by some strange twist of fate that she ended up with me.

Someone who has totally zilch experience with cat care.

I've been practicing the Trial and Error Method,

and I think I'm able to read most of kitty's body language,with some help from Baby of course.

Anyways,we decided to name her Kuromi after my much adored cartoon character,that stupidly disgustingly girlish My Melody Bunny's nemesis,the cool,black bunny Kuromi.

Okay so I got lazy and started calling kitty,Romi for short.

She was the shy meek,scaredy-cat type the first couple of days.(read first couple of days)

OMIGAWD I tell you,

She's a total livewire now.

Running/climbing around haywire all the time,its driving me nuts!!

And she loves play-biting with me,

which is amusing as hell to her,

but painful like hell for me.

Cos her darn teeth are so damn sharp.

Not to mention Baby spoils her rotten.

Ok,maybe I contributed to spoiling her too.

Maybe she thinks she's a Princess already.

But now I told her,

If she misbehaves,

she's going into the SHU(Prison-Break term)

which is a cubish looking blue live-bait box.Since apparently spanking her bottom and screaming at her doesn't seem to deter her from being naughty.

And with every little joy,always comes a tragedy.

Well maybe I'm exaggerating here.

But fuck my life...

I cut my finger couple days ago while slicing something.

Knife wasn't being very nice to me,

in fact it was awfully nasty..

Left me with part of my left middle finger's nail bed gone and took away quite a chunk of the flesh from my left ring finger.
I admit I was being very clumsy,but man..

I totally didn't deserve the horrendous aftermath.

The blood loss was so massive that I couldn't comprehend that a human body contains THAT much blood.

I started doing what I do best,bursting into tears and panicking like some headless chicken.

Called Baby for help and he probably couldn't make out half of what I was saying as I was too distraught and mumbling incoherently.

He told me to try to stop the bleeding before going to bed and alert Mummy immediately.

But being the bull-headed girl I was.

I did neither*Sorry Baby =o(

Well it was already 4am by then and I was soooo tired.

Figured the bleeding would stop as I had already attempted to apply pressure to it.

Woke up to a sharp pain at 7am and found myself still bleeding(seems like my blood bank is quite extensive)

Furthermore Baby was in Outfield and couldn't be with me..

No choice but to go to Mummy in tears like a little girl,something which I've not done in years.

Mummy was shocked and brought me to the clinic where they said they could not stitch me up as there were no two surfaces to stitch,so they just sent me off with a pressure bandage and asked me to come back in the late afternoon to check whether I'd stop bleeding.

And sadly when I went back for the check,

my stupid finger still wouldn't give up bleeding.Damnit

It'd been bleeding for almost 12 hours.

I can't even remember the last time I was so afraid and cried so many bucket-fuls

This time they sent me off to go to the hospital.

Where I waited for almost 2 hours and paid an amount you can deem as 'Daylight Robbery'

Just to find out that my blood had already clotted.=(((

Got heavily bandaged and packed off with a week's MC and a Tetanus shot.

Did I mention I hate jabs so so much?

I can seriously predict rotting at home,collecting dust.

Now I can't even bathe/eat/sleep/shit properly.

Doesn't help that Romi keeps jumping on me.

But I remembered that night when I was crying in bed cos it hurt so bad.

She came to sit by my side and licked my tears away.

When she is normally jumping about like some hyper-active 3 year-old.

I was so amazed that even an animal like a feline knows how to love and comfort someone in pain.

I've been really horrid to Baby lately.

Especially with the spats of the recent injury.

I'm just more depressed and upset than ever.

I feel like a bum wasting her life at home when she can be out there making more money.

I don't like the feeling of being useless..

what makes it worse is the sharp pain that comes and goes.

I'm so sorry for being a bitch baby.

I'm trying to curb my temper.

But it's hard.

Please bear with me though I know I'm so unbearable.

I'm trying to love you the best I can,

And I want you to be happy..

that's why it bothers me so much when I know I'm not capable of making you genuinely happy.

When I'm such a mess myself to begin with..

Baby,Gambatte for your stupid duty later=P

Off to LaLaLand for now..

Goodnight,or rather Good Morning World.

6:11 AM

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