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Monday, November 14, 2011
The First Day It's the first day without him. Baby's back in fucked up Tekong till Friday. We only parted last night and I'm already missing him terribly. How the hell am I going to make it through the long lonely week ahead? People say that absence makes the Heart fonder, But the when he bade goodbye with a breaking voice yesterday as I boarded the cab, It felt like half of my heart went along with him. How is having only half a heart even supposed to feel good? I vividly remember the preambles of the parting. It was a normal Sunday at home with Baby. We woke about noon for the parents meeting despite only falling asleep close to six in the morning. We stayed up the previous night for his favourite "kekou" noodles at 163 which opens only at the ungodly hour of half past two in the morning. Than when we got home after filling our tummies,Baby stayed glued to his lappie playing the sims disc I lent him. He kept laughing at their silly antics. And I kept thinking how cute he looked when he smiled. He refused to sleep until I told him it was 5. Than he relented and started pouting like a baby. The last thing I felt was his strong arms around me as I drifted off to sleep. Noon, We woke and went for lunch at Plaza with his mummy and my parents. It was an unforgettable one as we sat there frozen in our seats hearing all the secrets from our dirty childhood. Quite funnily unbearable really. After sitting through that luncheon,we parted with the parents and went loitering around Plaza by ourselves,strolled to Daiso and got Acel's food bowl and some detox feet pads. Lingered at Plaza abit too long cos it started pouring like mad and we had to take a cab home to avoid getting soaked. Got home quite dry,thankfully and watched the cute Puss in Boots movie on the lappy I dozed off for abit after the show and I guess Baby went to entertain himself with his Sim. Jolted from sleep by his irritating phone ringing couple of times. His mummy was stuck at Plaza due to the rain so he brought an umbrella to her and got me my all time favorite fries and I was being such a bitch demanding to know why he did that when he knew we were heading for dinner already. I remember him answering meekly"But baby it's your favorite,and I thought you'd be really hungry.So.." My Boy's so sweet sometimes,and I'm a real bitch all the time. Anyways,I got up from bed and washed up. Headed back to Plaza for KFC. Home again right after. We stayed cuddled in bed together as our time together was nearing an end. I lapsed into mood-lessness at the thought of the week-long separation. I couldn't imagine how I could ever make it through without him by my side,constantly nagging at me to eat,coaxing me to go to work cos he knows how unmotivated I am,and finding time to meet me for dinner to make sure I have at least ONE proper meal a day. Sometimes I think I really am too dependent on him.Sigh. Seeing me so upset,Baby got upset too and kept saying how much he didn't want to go,that he can't bear to leave me like this. So we both ended up in tears,like how silly is that. I remember hugging him so tight,for fear that my heart will shatter if I loosen the grip. We stayed huddled for some time. I wish time could have frozen at that moment and we could stay like this forever. Than again,"Time and Tide wait for No man" All too soon came the dreaded moment. I had to leave for home and he had to leave for camp As the cab pulled into view, I was so reluctant to go. I felt a sharp pain in my heart,just like when you attempt to separate Siamese twins who grew out from a shared heart,from each other. It felt so wrong in the laws of nature that we had to part that night. He pulled me close to him and I felt his breath on my hair. We locked in a deep,longing kiss and as I pulled away, I saw the sadness flash in his eyes as he said"Goodbye Baby.." I then turned to board the cab as a single tear streamed down my cheek. I'll never forget his dejected face that night. It's my first day without him today. I'm at work but my heart and mind is somewhere else,across the sea from where I am,in an island called 'Tekong' So near,yet so far..you are. When I eat,I'd question myself if he has eaten. When I laugh at something funny,I'd wish he could have seen it too. When I daydream about him,I'd wonder if he thinks about me? When it rains,I'd worry that he'll get wet and fall sick during his training When I hear a familiar song on the radio,I'd imagine him saying"Baby,its THAT song lei." His trademark silly grin plastered on his face. For now, Baby,you don't have to worry I've grown up. I will take care of myself and have my meals as promised. On the other hand, Please take extra care during training Baby, Please be safe and not overwork. These five difficult days will pass in a blink of an eye,I believe. And then I can get to see your silly face again,than all this suffering will be worth it I'll be here waiting for you to return,hold me in your arms,and make everything better again. You know I love you more anything and through everything. Till then,I'll have you in my heart and me in yours,helping you to go on. Every atom of me, missed you.... X.o.X.o Glenda 3:15 PM
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